The day we found out…
I frequently got up at night to visit the comfort room; one thing I don’t usually do, my abdomen seemed to be thickening for some reason I’m puzzled with, my breasts were full and swelling with pain, a few touch or movement, even the pull of gravity ouched me.
Came early morning of March 3, I did a typical visit to the C.R. but this time holding a half-filled dipper with me after the routine. Then with just four drops (of you know) on an oval shaped, chip-like device we bought, two purple lines appeared within split seconds.
I am going to be mom!
Ironically I was not completely surprised; knowing that my last menstrual flow was in January 18, plus my mood swings were strangely intolerable; definitely I made good use of my woman instinct. The thought of being pregnant was already lingering over my head yet at numerous times I was naturally sceptical; until the day it was confirmed that indeed I was carrying another life inside of me.
I was barely learning the crafts of being a housewife; and now I need to take Motherhood 101.
My husband’s initial reaction, on the other hand, was a self-controlled giggle with a kid-like rubbing of feet on the bed. Then he gave me an open-mouthed, wide-eyed stare, followed by an abrupt silence. He was obviously checking his senses.
I discreetly conveyed the good news to my parents; they likewise gave me a simple expression of bliss.
To my motherly excitement, I took a picture of the pregnancy testing device considering that day as the beginning of my baby’s life story.
The next thing my husband and I thought of was – we need to save. After we enjoyed the good news; after it sank in us, we immediately recognized the impending financial responsibility entwined with having a baby. Yet still, the idea of cradling an angel surmounted that of money matters.
Having one should be less than a worry; never a problem. It is a motivation for us to excitingly look forward the day; to prepare, to work harder. It is a blessing; a gift, a bliss.
That’s the starting point of the pains and joys of motherhood.
Giving birth the natural way is one of the most painful physical experiences. Yet, giving life to a soul, seeing the baby kick and cry to announce his/her existence in the earth, can remove the pains instantly.
Motherhood is a sacred career.
I don’t know how to give you a good advice/comment on this, anyhow… please take care of yourself and your baby.
BTW, when I first came to the US, I asked where the C.R. is and nobody understood me. Then I said “water closet” because that’s what they call it in HK and China… still nobody understood me. Okay, okay… RESTROOM. My God, I was at the peak of my patience. Guess what? They all showed me the CR! haha. Just something to make you laugh while in pain from your pregnancy. Hope this helps.
Congratulations! Welcome to motherhood. I remember when I found out that i was pregnant with Jazlyn, i had the same feeling about being pregnant because i missed my menstrual period plus the mood swing and uncontrollable feeling sort of hard to explain. Anyhow i hope and pray that god will bless you, prosper you with a healthy and happy baby.
Wow!! I was so thrilled to learn the good news!! Congratulations!!
Reading your blog kind of reminded me of how it was like when i found out that i was pregnant (four years ago).. The excitment, the feeling of being blessed, thankfulness, and yes, financial responsibilities normally hits in the end after the celebration for the good news.
But like you said, the pregnancy/ the baby should motivate you more to do better. It’ll be a lot of sacrifices but it’ll all be worth it.
I’ll be waiting and reading for your blogs especially with regards to the li’l angel in you.
Again, Congratulations and Take Care!